oh monsters
oh monsters
come to me
and show me
the secrets that
lurk beneath
oh monsters
oh monsters
in the dark
we sing
about ghost
who haunt
our dreams
oh monsters
oh monsters
come to eat
we have plenty
to share
and the sorrow
you need
oh monsters
oh monsters
i have in me
they scream
and shout
begging to be
f r e e
Welcome to my all new monthly feature called Conspiracy Theory Thursday! Once a month I will talk about a brand new theory, be it Mermaids, Aliens, Area 51, Men in Black, Atlantis, etc. etc. etc. I am absolutely obsessed with theories and keeping in open mind. I wholeheartedly believe that the government keeps things from us. I believe that the universe is way too big for us to be the only living beings. I also believe that there are many things living in our ocean..I mean less than 5% of the ocean has been explored, REALLY?!
Today’s theory is all about Deja Vu and if you’re wondering why I chose this one as my first is because for the last 3 months, I have been experiencing heavy Deja Vu. I will mention different theories and please note that I do not agree with all theories. At the end of the post, I do discuss which one I believe in.
Deja Vu
noun: a feeling of having experienced the present situation
According to a few articles, scientist have proven such a thing as multiverse. Research has shown that there are multiple universes. Which honestly is mind blowing and yet not surprising at all with how huge the universe is and planets being discovered all the time. But back to how this connects to Deja Vu. It has been said that from these multiple universes, parallels to the current universe we live in exist. In other words, we have a parallel us existing in a parallel earth.
The way this takes into effect is that when we experience Deja Vu it is because our parallel self in the parallel universe is doing exactly what we’re doing at the same time. In other words, creating an alignment between two universes. The parallel is overlapping and colliding with us in our current state, we are experiencing the same vibration in frequencies which is why Deja Vu comes so suddenly.
We have Deja Vu due to a precognitive dream. A precognitive dream is when a dream predicts something that’s going to happen in the future. Research states that the average person has 4 to 6 dreams per night and sometimes even 7-8. However, once we wake up, we quickly forget most of them or all of them altogether (so you’re definitely dreaming every night). Some studies show that dreams have similarities to future events which would explain why we experience Deja Vu, because what if we already dreamt the present situation but we don’t quite remember the dream?
Short story time, this has happened to me. I have dreamed a future situation but had forgotten the dream. However, when I experienced Deja Vu, it’s as if the sensation of being in that place and time already made me remember the dream and exact day as to when I had the forgotten dream.
Since there’s no scientific evidence for Deja Vu, however plenty of research has been done, there’s a theory that we experience Deja Vu because of a glitch in the brain due to how memory is stored in the brain. An example would be a familiar scent causing a recollection of a memory. Our brains search through our memories to make the connection to that familiar scent (memory check), instead the brain starts signaling there’s a memory error. Which means that there was a problem in our brain connecting with what we actually smelled and what we thought we had smelled, therefore that Deja Vu is “the birth of a false memory”.
The theory that I believe in is actually a tie between theory a and theory b! I do believe that there are multiverse/parallel universes and I also believe in the dream theory because of my own experience. When I have Deja Vu and it doesn’t remind me of a dream I had, then I immediately say “parallel stop messing with my frequencies, k thanks” lol.
***Please be advised that there a lot more theories than the three I mentioned. I chose these three because they sound more realistic than other theories I’ve read/heard about. Remember that you can access these theories with a simple search on the web. I like to have an open mind and hope you do as well.
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i am the
ghost girl who
unknowingly
haunts your
lovers dreams
i am the
ghost girl who
unknowingly
knocks on
your lovers
mind
tell him
to stop
burning
candles
in my name
– is this the part where i apologize?
instead of
dying at
the age of
27
i made magic
with the stardust
that created me.
15 year old me,
i hope you’re proud.
you’re
making
it
out
alive
– to the forever 27 club
my daughter is here
and i’m really happy
that she is.
we don’t force her to
come to church.
she willingly came today.
one thing i can always say
about her is that she listens.
and i want her to listen to this.
you know, one day
someone told me
“you will keep traveling
the world, but your
daughter will travel
more than you.”
and at the time i
didn’t understand,
i asked myself how
because she doesn’t
come to church.
till she sat down
with us and told us
about the projects
she’s working on.
and what that man
told me many months
ago clicked.
i have a big feeling
that 2017 will be
an amazing year
for my daughter.
– my father during his sermon on christmas day. i cried like a baby.
thoughts
that
linger
and
intoxicant
worse
than
me
wanting
a
drink
convincing myself that i am okay
when i am full of living nightmares
crawling in my head,
slowly taking space in each
corner of my mind.
people tell me all the time
that i am not crazy.
but it’s easy to say that
when you’re not the one
with a mind that haunts
you with every breath.
sometimes i see people
and wonder what
they’ve been through.
who hurt you? why do
you look so sad? does
the sun not warm your
heart anymore? is the
skin you’re in not loved?
do the pieces of your
fractured soul create
a mosaic that tell a story?
i think broken souls call to mine.
chicnerdreads 